AVOIDING ME PLEASE!!!!

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hai bloggie

sorry la.. yesterday i'm too emo

totally sad n my feeling fluctuated

hhhmmmmm

currently, i still at campus

doing some tutorial exercises and must be submitted before 5pm n now 4.45pm

are we can do it before the time end???

just let it be

huhu

yesterday

i totally become an owl... but not owl city..hehe

i can't sleep till 4am

my heart, mind and thinking always run away from me

fluctuated emo

i wanna scream because i'm soo mad with myself

bu i can't

people will think that it's a voice of ghost...eeeehhhheeeeee

lol

to avoid my mind always think about it i opened up handycame n watch my family through it

ahhhhhh..... i wanna go home

hukhuk

because i'm soo tired n it's hurting me

so i make up my mind

' i will not entertain my heart, i will not communicated with that person, and i will trying to avoide that person'

it's not meaning that i don't wanna be friends with you

but, i need a space n time to thinking.... thinking and deeply thinking what is good and what is bad to me n to you

i just wanna know

"HOW IMPORTANT I AM TO YOU?"

so, i'm really sorry if i avoiding u

i try for 3 days

can i life without you?

i think, i can...heeeee

whatever happen we still FRIENDS

my silent and avoiding doesn't meaning that i don't want be friends with you

but

my silent is bought a meaning of observing, thinking and decision making

i just wanna know HOW LONG???

p/s: feeza idris hari nie gilerrrrrr........ maaaf kalu ada sesapa yg bingung, confius or giler jgak bila baca entry nie.... just wanna release some emotion and stress.... i just want a simple life

:)